If acting tough helps. Yes, i'm okay. I'm really okay.

This feeling kills. Really. Have to stop this cycle. It just.. hurts too much. I have to breathe. I have to leave. I need a break.

Today is Wednesday! School term break just started two days ago! I spent my Monday going out, accompanying Isabel. Which i'm kinda glad that she asked me out. We chitchatted about some stuffs.Well... i got the urge to bring her to church! Hopefully i'll be able to! ^^ Oh and we nearly got lost as we decided to walk all the way from bugis to dhouby ghaut, city hall, somerset, orchard. LOL. We WALKED all the way! Nearly got lost though, but it was a fun experience. :p Then afterwards, we went for a movie. Then something happened which i don't wish to mention here. There comes the endless cycle every week which i'm experiencing... O well.. I need more time to figure out what i want now. So  i spent my monday night crying and all. #dramatic night. Which is quite lame, cos i linked everything together, causing myself to think too much.a lot. OH WELL...
Me like holidays! Am awesomely happy because i could sleep like a pig as i don't have to drag myself outta bed at 7am.Me have troubles waking up every morning. #sigh :p

Had great time with awesome girls at SP Starbucks yesterday! Did some revision for UT too. Quite productive. *pats on shoulder*  Just wanna say... i'm really really willing to walk extra miles for any of you. #serious. :)  Satan, Y you try so hard to attack us. - fights- Grrr.

So..... congratulations! I jumped back into it again. -claps-
One wrong move, undesirably consequences. Very true.

Hope that today will be productive toooo! Kinda guilty this morning as i couldn't wake up in time for programming lecture. So i... skipped it. LOL. Though it wasn't compulsory... but well. Ha ha ha.

 Me wants that period of time back...... no fear. Soon. Never alone.

And.. i went to read her blog again. Though there were no updates...
I miss you, M. We all do.



Till here. :p

Baoer.

Am really really tired. Physically. Mentally.

Haha sometimes when i look at my life, it seems to be in a total mess. What's wrong seriously... I thought it's getting better. I thought i'm mature enough to not think that way already.

at times like this i feel like i can't hang on anymore. Please remind me again to use logic, not senseless emotions.
And...You know what? That place used to be a place where i'm most comfortable at.
But at times, i actually wants to leave so badly. This fact is actually quite suffocating. Hmm. o.o

Wants to visit Heaven soon. Miewmiew.

Wasted 2 hours to think about all these. Shall start on my programming assignment alr?

Bye. Miewmiew.